Back on track...

Walked into Weight Watchers and signed back up...this time I WILL get my keychain and I WILL accomplish my goals!

It was surprisingly harder to do this time around. The first time it wasn't an issue I walked in and asked for help but then I walked away...this time I had to walk back in to the same people and ask for help again from the same people. I felt like a failure, I felt like I was going to get looked down apon and most importantly I felt like I didn't belong there. Regardless of how I told myself I felt, the person there told me it was okay - at least I came back, at least I didn't give up for good. Everyone falls off the wagon and thats why they are there to help me back on...so with that I got on the scale and gulped with what it said. I was almost back to where I was before I started last time...

I was crushed.

I weighed in at 269.6 - later tonight I'll take my pictures and measurements because sometimes weigh-ins don't give the true test of how the body changes.

So far today I've been good I forwent my morning trip to DD for my Medium Sweet Tea and my Bacon-Egg-Cheese on a plain bagel for a bowl of cheerios with skim milk and a banana and 6 oz of yogurt.

We'll see how things go - wish me strength for the rest of the day!