My financial situation is definitely not getting any easier...the guilt I feel is insurmountable! I need to figure out another job...ASAP - basically just need to get off my ass and except that my free time is going to be limited and so is my sleep.

Going to NC for 12 days in October and have no idea how I'm going to afford it let alone still manage to pay my bills when I get home. Yeah I'm still going with the I'll worry about it then theory...those always work out great for me. NOT. But it's my future and I need to see if I'm going to think it's worth it.

I have a really great deal on a motorcycle I just got to figure out how to swing it...It's totally got my name all over it and yes I know I need one like a hole in the head I can't even afford what I got but would it really be me if I didn't make stupid decisions obsessively?