I know that I did this in reverse and I am starting to pay back when I'm going on my trip and after and not before...but well I did the best I could...Thankfully I have family that are there for me and help me out whenever they can! It's up to me to pay them back for everything now.
Total Owed to my mom for Trip $930.40
Payoff Schedule:
$930.40 August 2008 (10%) $93.04 PAID
$837.36 September 2008 (20%) $167.47 PAID
$669.89 October 2008 (30%) $200.97
$468.92 November 2008 (40%) $187.57
$281.35 December 2008 (50%) $140.68
$140.68 January 2008 (100%) PAID OFF!!!!
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Love Autumn!
Stressed? Yeah I'm stressed...but no matter how stressed I am I am reminded that things could always be worse. I'm reminded that every time I look into the eyes of one of my good friends or hear her voice...becuase for her - it's worse. Prayers are uplifted everyday for a good results on the testing. We will know more next week we all hope.
As for me...I struggle daily with my life and where I want it to head and what I want it to do....I just don't know. That drives me crazy too. One day Jason and I are great and making plans for the future and the next day it's like a switch and he forgets that we're in it together...that I'm still here...I don't know I guess it's the guy versus girl thing but it really sucks when I need him and he's not here or to distant in his own world to care. It leaves me feeling abandoned and alone and I take it personal even though he tells me to not.
I wish I could just swim and keep my head above water in the sea of debt...I'm hoping that now that racing is slowing down I'll have a bit more money in my pocket and hopefully if we get to go to NC some decisions are made so I can decide what I need to do...it's the not knowing that drives me crazy!
As for me...I struggle daily with my life and where I want it to head and what I want it to do....I just don't know. That drives me crazy too. One day Jason and I are great and making plans for the future and the next day it's like a switch and he forgets that we're in it together...that I'm still here...I don't know I guess it's the guy versus girl thing but it really sucks when I need him and he's not here or to distant in his own world to care. It leaves me feeling abandoned and alone and I take it personal even though he tells me to not.
I wish I could just swim and keep my head above water in the sea of debt...I'm hoping that now that racing is slowing down I'll have a bit more money in my pocket and hopefully if we get to go to NC some decisions are made so I can decide what I need to do...it's the not knowing that drives me crazy!
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
My financial situation is definitely not getting any easier...the guilt I feel is insurmountable! I need to figure out another job...ASAP - basically just need to get off my ass and except that my free time is going to be limited and so is my sleep.
Going to NC for 12 days in October and have no idea how I'm going to afford it let alone still manage to pay my bills when I get home. Yeah I'm still going with the I'll worry about it then theory...those always work out great for me. NOT. But it's my future and I need to see if I'm going to think it's worth it.
I have a really great deal on a motorcycle I just got to figure out how to swing it...It's totally got my name all over it and yes I know I need one like a hole in the head I can't even afford what I got but would it really be me if I didn't make stupid decisions obsessively?
Going to NC for 12 days in October and have no idea how I'm going to afford it let alone still manage to pay my bills when I get home. Yeah I'm still going with the I'll worry about it then theory...those always work out great for me. NOT. But it's my future and I need to see if I'm going to think it's worth it.
I have a really great deal on a motorcycle I just got to figure out how to swing it...It's totally got my name all over it and yes I know I need one like a hole in the head I can't even afford what I got but would it really be me if I didn't make stupid decisions obsessively?
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Jennie & Issac E. Willey Rec. Trail
Went for a walk at lunch today at the park down the street. It's a really small park but one nestled in a quiet neighborhood community full of kids with two baseball fields for all ages (little league and up). Here are some pictures from my walk around the field.
One of my favorite times of year!
Here are the flowers that line the front of my house...while they grow to be incredibly tall and are hard to see past when backing out they are still beautiful blowing in the wind and add a splash of color to my yard!
MONEY!!!
How I hate the need for money....someday someday SOMEDAY i'll be stable enough and make all my payments....
It sucks right now because I can definitely see an end...just can't see how far between here and there it actually is. It's kind of like when you stand on railroad tracks and look down them and you can see the opening at the end between the trees but when you start walking the tracks you realize it's a LOT longer then it first appeared! Yeah that's my financial life...UGH
Add moving into the mix and well there ya have it ... how in the hell am I suppose to accomplish anything with things always popping up...yes dad I know...that's life!
Well at least I have a plan ... or well a plan for the original plan that already had a backup plan...hmm maybe I need to think of a backup for the backup?
It sucks right now because I can definitely see an end...just can't see how far between here and there it actually is. It's kind of like when you stand on railroad tracks and look down them and you can see the opening at the end between the trees but when you start walking the tracks you realize it's a LOT longer then it first appeared! Yeah that's my financial life...UGH
Add moving into the mix and well there ya have it ... how in the hell am I suppose to accomplish anything with things always popping up...yes dad I know...that's life!
Well at least I have a plan ... or well a plan for the original plan that already had a backup plan...hmm maybe I need to think of a backup for the backup?
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