I have a lot of work to do. Money, House, Relationships, Bills, Friendships, and Myself...it's all a bit overwhelming. I wish I was coordinated enough to write while I exercised...I could get so much more done if I did. I do my best thinking while I exercise...WHEN I exercise actually. I really need to figure out what the hell I'm going to do about that...I need to figure out some will power somehow someway...am get some energy and not be so damn bored while I'm there. I could have a book, magazine, i pod, and TV with cable and I'm still not able to stay there very long ... I'd rather be doing something else and it bothers me I'm there when I should be somewhere else...but it's time I start allowing myself to have me time.

How exactly does one do that?

I want to do a marathon in 2009. Just don't know how to do it or which one I want to do...but i'll figure it out.


My weekend was good but long. It was very challenging in a lot of ways. I stand behind decisions I have made I have no choice but to do that. Some days I wonder if I have made the right ones and other days the actions of others (including myself) have reaffirmed that in fact I have. I have so many friends from different "circles" that it's hard to please everyone and be happy myself.

I'm still so very tired from the weekends traveling that I need to sleep ... so many thoughts in my head that I wasn't able to sleep last night much...

Maybe a nap at lunch is in my future...